23.10.09
the randomness that is CHamPiOn
finally here. no longer listening to my thoughts. finally understanding them. loving life - and everything in it. bubble gum = the best thing since bottled water. lip gloss = the only thing that hasn't let me down. addicted to pink. any-and every-thing pink. encourage you to step into my world. if only for one night. "all hope abandon, ye who enter here." my food can't touch if it is of different color schemes. i cannot cook to save my life. for some reason, i always find someone willing to do it for me. "guess i got a honest face." on the school bus in third grade, my friends and i would go under the seats and touch one another in places we had no business. i will randomly ignore people - even close friends - for no reason. then i come back around. swim (and drink) like a fish. on the other side of the game. once idolized celebrities. looked at my ancestors and wondered what made these "stars" so special. at one time, adored relationships. looked at the people i was with and wondered what made those people so important. finally here. living in the now. living in my gift, which is the present. no longer expecting anything from anyone. people only disappoint. visited the arboretum and wondered why there wasn't a holiday set aside for people to do so. graduated magna cum laude from howard university. have never been to a homecoming event. not my scene. don't like getting my hair washed. who does? finally finished a book that has perplexed me for the past month. really feel like i did something. wonder why people can be so phony. but i guess i can be, too. wonder why people can be so insensitive. but i guess i can be, too. wonder why people love so hard, so much, so fast. but i guess i did, too...