ran.dom.

i read books like my life depends on it. i once dreamed of becoming an olympic swimmer. i cannot cook to save my life. i despise arrogance. i deal with slow children allll day. and i don't teach special education. my students believe that being "fly" supersedes being intelligent. i am saddened by how people have digressed. including myself. i don't live life by the book. do not try to put me into a box. i will only disappoint. again. my existence is centered around french fries. les femmes déçoivent seulement. i loved someone. once. it was not reciprocated. who do i have to be? i am genuinely excited about learning. i rarely turn on my television. i don't like to stand out in crowds. make many mistakes. make the same ones over and over. i don't understand the big deal about corona. i do, however, love remy like my first born. i chew bubble gum like a four year old child newly introduced to the concept. large crowds make my stomach hurt. won't do it unless i like it. won't eat mint chocolate chip ice cream unless it's green.won't attend a club unless the word "strip" tactfully precedes it. incurable case of road rage. it is only superseded by my incurable case of ocd. reserved. je porte un masque. i like fading into the background. unimpressed. sweet. curious. totally different. i fantasize early and often. rêve en poésie et prose. twenty six years on earth. still deathly afraid of the dark. still searching for something. wish i could meet katrina. i'd ask her why she rained on my people. wish i could meet HIM. i'd apologize for failing to visit his house weekly. rêveur. wish i could meet the one who occupies my dreams. i'd tell......everything.

n.a.nutshell.

i am not perfect. my hair is always out of place. i despise bad grammar. i love my sister to death. i once swam for nine hours--straight. prefer dasani to liquor. still learning life's lessons. don't believe in love. don't believe in marriage. believe in magic. can't sleep late. introvert. hate working. love my job. love affair with words. clothing talks more than i. it often says "don't judge me." relaxed. prefer peace to disharmony. ocd. took six years of french in school and refuse to let it go to waste. adore all things pink. souhait sur etoiles. dream in black and white. prefer a good book to a good show. you embody qualities i wish i possessed. i eat religiously. i would never tell you my business. even if you paid me. i love words. i am a walking, talking, sleeping, breathing, living, eating, contradiction. howard university bred. magna. cum. laude. pretty. damn. smart. i value education over all else. misunderstood. i wish i knew how to dance. afraid of commitment. all women are beautiful. including you. i could probably teach you some things. at peace. obama supporter. tranquillite. no one can keep my attention. not even you. i'm not satisfied. i am never satisfied. perfect. imperfection.